I am. I think she was always more into a bad boy image, outgoing, type guy. I was the sweet male perspective helping her through her relationships.
I went on for nearly a month trying to decide if, how, should I tell her how I was feeling. A friend of mine watching me going thru this (I kept it hidden from her, she didn't expect it at all and about fell off her chair when I told her), well the friend, another guy, said I should just grab her and kiss her. I could never have done that. Too afraid to be slapped I guess
Didn't like hiding that from her though so very glad I did tell her. Didn't have to hear from her next boyfriend while he was drunk one night, who didn't know how I felt, things that she did in the morning.
"Nothing better thatn being woken..."