I barely know anyone not to mention anyone in the design industry so there is no one to ask. My portfolio is mediocre and I can't draw so even if I moved I doubt anyone would hire me. I have thought that possibly this industry isn't for me, but I don't know what else to do. The only other two career paths I find interesting are a buyer for a clothing store or an interior designer. It would be the same thing with interior design and I don't have an education in fashion merchandising.