thankyou all for telling me i'm not crazy, and it is just plain awful.
it's not even like a messed up, dirty look that looks good!! sometimes i envy models when they have frizz and tugs but it looks sexy. it just looks plain wrong - like they couldnt decide what to do. 'crisp clean curls, or frizzy mess? hell lets just do both!'
and dont worry, i wont be doing anything like that to my hair