Oh, TRBL, no!
I'm going to send in my poodle to straighten that b-word out. Or distract her.
So, you went with holier than thou, huh? God rewards you because you're "obedient" (your word) and lets everyone who fails "him" drown? This wonderful, merciful, generous, kind being to whom you've sacrificed so much?
You know, there's faith, and then there's b.s.
Your piety does not win you esteem in my book. I felt bad for you after your divorce, but now I think you're kind of creepy.