Also, want to apologize for the insanely depressed posts I have contributed. I type to let-off steam here and then read things back and realize how bad I sound.
I know it's just a rough patch...I just feel very detached from the entire world right now and it feels like nothing is going right. I took what happened with that guy really, really badly because he was such a great friend for so many years that I just don't get how it's so easy for all of these people to just drop me and forget about me. I guess I'm just really struggling self-esteem wise and it's hard, especially since I'm so incredibly bored and anti-social.
Thank you all for all of your support.