What's gotten into me??? I feel horrible the past few days. I can't turn-off the voices in my head that just say "failure failure failure."I feel like everybody is judging me like I'm a loser. I'm ashamed to go anywhere where I'll run into people I know because I don't want to hear,"Why don't you just get a job?"

I can't even get into Christmas. I'm so lonely and frustrated and scared. I've been on so many interviews. Why won't anybody hire me?