I don't know what to do anymore! I text my best guy friend everyday all day and he understands me but I don't understand myself right now. I go from being happy that he's gone to sad and depressed 5 minutes later. I don't know who I am anymore. I try to pray but right now I don't know what to say. I've read most of pslams and proverbs and skimmed through more of the new testament but nothing is speaking to me anymore. I feel lost I feel numb kinda like anything can happen and I won't react at all. My verse for the past year has been Jeremiah 29:11 For I know what i planned for you says the lord i have plans to prosper you not to harm you i have plans to give you a future filled with hope.