Also, hang in there. We all, no matter how "evolved" we claim to be, that feeling of "mine is not as good as hers" or at best "mine is not what I want it to be." It passes. I am going through it too. My hair is growing, I guess thriving.. But it just doesn't look/feel/BE how I want. But this will pass.
Love your hair. Make peace with it. It takes time. But it happens. And from there it's smooth sailing.
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