The first half of the week was very very rough. Every little thing made me cry. I've never felt so empty. I felt like I was slipping into a depression again.
What was worse was when Bella didn't want me to leave her and would hug me and not want to let go when I dropped her off at school.
Today was the first day I felt like myself again. Suddenly for some reason the fog just lifted. So I know its getting easier.
I know it sound a little dramatic, but really I've done nothing but pour myself into my kids for 8 years. I abandoned a career or spending time with friends. They only had a babysitter maybe a handful of times. So its definitely a big change.
Thank you so much for asking.
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