You are NOT a burden. They would feel worse to know that this is happening and they didn't know about it. You are asking for safety and security; these are basic human rights. This is too much for you to carry on your shoulders.
We care, I hope you get that message loud and clear. (((((Big hugs)))))
"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”