Oh my wordle, I'm such a mess. I'm trying to be calm and put out some positive energy so Calvin won't pick up on how much I'm spazzing out inside, but not sure I'm doing such a great job of that. I just want to help him yet I have no idea what the fudge to do for him.

Not to mention we have family visiting still and I'm trying to hold it together so they're not uncomfortable.

Y'all will have to forgive me for venting stuff here, but if I don't let it out I'm worried I'll break down in front of everyone and make a blithering ass of myself.

Just gotta remember to breathe.