I'm sorry you are going through so much turmoil with the decisions you have to make.
You can do it. Even if you miss the prick.
Says the girl too afraid and depressed to do anything.
Mix of 3s, thick, coarse, medium porosity
Current hair styling technique: rake with a scrunch at the end. (works with my coarse hair)
Known HGs: KCCC, homemade fsg, honey