so when I go to parties and drink a little bit I act pretty silly, but what is annoying is that I'm actually acting how I act around people I'm close with...which is like a drunk.

Does anyone else like that?

I mean if I'm with my friends I act like an idiot, and dance, and become clumsy, and do stupid stuff but I'm sober.

And I act exactly the same at a party when I drink a little.

But if I don't drink. I act like a mute robot with people.