I guess I'm "winning" the battle at home, but I must admit that the cost of this war is such that it is worthless that I am winning.
It doesn't feel like a win when I end up crying everyday. My decisions remain intact, but I hurt so bad over the battle to remain intact that I wonder how worth it it really is.
I know for the future. Know what I'm fighting for. Know my own worth before getting in so that I can have a chance to avoid all of this.
My stomach is still in knots after being at work for almost 3 hours and I'm supposed to go to lunch with my mom.
I better start feeling better.
I wanted to go have fish tacos with my mom at taconazo!
Mix of 3s, thick, coarse, medium porosity
Current hair styling technique: rake with a scrunch at the end. (works with my coarse hair)
Known HGs: KCCC, homemade fsg, honey