Thank you very much.
I physically couldn't breathe last night and just was having some kind of a panic attack...obsessing over EVERYTHING, the job stuff, my family, this ever-ticking biological clock and being alone and just feeling like NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT AND WHY CAN'T I JUST CATCH A BREAK IN ONE AREA.
I GENUINELY did my best at that last job! I really did. I worked so hard. I know I probably come-off like this crazy person who was late all the time and shouting profanities at people or whatever...but my GOSH! I couldn't have worked harder. I really couldn't.