OMG OMG I'M FAINTING.



Remember when I couldn't remember why I wanted the job I applied for two days ago. I just got an email asking to set up an interview time.


NO DO NOT WANT. I'M NOT MENTALLY READY.
OMG. WAH.

I mean I don't have the job. But if I got it it would help me in the long run because it would be like an internship that is paid, so I could figure out my life.

OMG. But if I got it I def have to move out of my apt after graduation. Or drive an hour to work, which I could do since my subleaser hasn't emailed me back.




But then I'd have to leave my job I have now. Which I like. OMG.

I wasn't actually expecting anything from applying.