So many of my friends must think I dropped off the face of the earth soon after graduation, only to briefly surface to say I lost a family member and then slink back into the shadows. Do they even feel like my friends anymore? Is it just because I have nothing in my life that I still consider them a part of it?
Will I be able to get them back if I just message them out of the blue a few months from now?
Not now. I can't deal right now.