I feel so sad reading these entries. I can't think of anything to say that will help, except you (all of you who have posted in this thread) are not alone. From the bottom of my heart, I hope you feel better. I know what it is to struggle with painful feelings.

Please continue to post here and know that we are reading and feeling empathy and sympathy for you.
2/c-3a Coarse hair med. density.
Highly porous. Color over grey.
I love all the Curl Junkie products. Still experimenting with gels and curl creams. Still hoping for 2nd day hair....
Every day is a gift