From what you've written, you seem like you're unhappy and ready to move on. I can't tell you what to do but being there before I can say I wish I had listened to my feelings and did what I truly wanted to do a lot earlier. It would have saved me and him a lot of unnecessary stress. I would suggest taking some time to figure out what you want from life and your situation and making a decision best for yourself.
Originally Posted by kairo1821
You are right. It is definitely not easy. I guess part of me worries I will miss him so much. Yet, if I am not willing to continue, but stay with him, I don't want to add stress on him and he begins to have learned helplessness- this constant feeling of failing. It is not right. But I think you are right, I need to figure out what I want from life. Thank you so much! You don't know how much this is helping me.
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