I understand. I was twice divorced at age 34! I went through a similar period of thinking I was the poster child for what not to do, that no one would ever want to date me again, let alone marry me. I've found that most people don't really care, especially since lots of time has passed in between and I've learned a lot about myself.
I'm actually very proud of you for recognizing that you didn't want to live that way and sticking to your boundary. That must have been very difficult.
Take some time to nurture yourself. Eat. Breathe. Healing will come.
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Modified CG since Dec 2011
Growing out super short cut
High porosity, fine, unknown curl type, somewhere in the 2s at the moment
Mostly low poo
Current rotation includes:
Wash: Yes To Carrots -Condition: Yes to Cucumber, Nature's Gate Jojoba, One C - Stylers: Deva volumizing foam, Deva UDG B'Leave In, Foxy Curls Hi-Def Curl spray