I am tired!

I really hate this! My first jobhunt really wore me out and drained and depressed me.

I know it could be much much much worse. I'm not supporting four kids or anything.

It's hard for me to talk to some of my friends, especially the girl that got the first job she interviewed after graduation, and since then, has had two MORE great jobs. She never has gotten fired or laid-off...just seems like she goes, "Yeah, I'm tired of this, I'm going to apply to something new and get the first job I interview for."

It's even hard for me to wander around the city after interviews and seeing all these people going to and from work. THEY all have jobs, why can't I?

I swear, I CANNOT do this for another two years like the first time.