If you have thoughts of suicide, immediately call, if in the U.S., 1-800-273-8255, National Suicide Prevention Hotline, a hospital, or the local police for emergency help. Please free free to talk about your depression, and let members here encourage you or help you with solutions to problems. But, the boards are NOT an appropriate place for threats to commit suicide. If you are suicidal, contact a professional suicide counselor immediately. Please don't try to go it alone.