Oh..wow. Sorry Turtles. All jokes aside I didn't mean any harm by posting that photo for you. I thought you would think it was handsome..that's all. I didn't mean any offense or to bring up any emotions for you and I'm very sorry if I upset you in anyway. Damn..now I feel terrible. Sorry. You know how I joke around Turtles.. I hope you are okay.just like wine, just like wine.
I can' think of the saying so I'm just gonna keep saying just like wine.
eta: he kind of looks like.....ryan do do brains lochte.
I'm cutting the crap from my life. and by crap I mean crap people and crapness.
All I want is for someone to love me, but then I realized that it's not someone that should love me, it's me. I don't love me. I don't know where it started, why I can't just accept myself, why I can't stop hating on myself. So I'm going to work on loving me. I deserve so much more than what I allow myself. I'm amazing. And I will never settle for less. No one wants to be alone, but am I really going to put up with an a-hole just so that I don't have to be alone? I already have one a-hole, don't need two.
I need to stop playin' so damn much. Sorry ya'll.