You called me again...this morning. Wanted to say good morning, and that you want me to come down for a weekend after settlement from your accident. Again, talked like how we would talk before that change.

Why is this happening? Maybe because I'm allowing it. Maybe because I want it to. Why is it so hard to separate myself from you? I had grown so used to not getting your phone calls for the last month or so. Now I'm back to seeing if every phone call is you....all because of what you said yesterday. Nick thinks you're just trying to butter me up because you know you ****ed up....but then you also know what kind of hold you have on me. And also what kind of woman I am, and what I am/was to you.

*sigh*

Now I'm the one confused. I don't know what to do....

Why this....why now?
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