I'm sorry my comment was cut off - my app locked up. I'm even more sorry for your pain and suffering. I hope you are getting help to manage it as well as counseling.
My initial comprehension was that you and your mom had different views about suicide and that she was hypocritical because she attends church.
That's how I understood it, but I don't know your mom or what your relationship with her is like. If you're suicidal and need immediate help, you need to go to a hospital. If you feel like you have it under control and aren't in immediate danger, you still need to see a doctor pronto. If you've been seeking treatment, you need to get more aggressive with it or get another opinion b/c you shouldn't be having those thoughts.
If your mother meant that in a malicious way, you should limit the time you spend around her. It sounds to me, at worst, she meant that if you do commit suicide, she believes that you won't be punished for it.
No, I'm not suicidal, just going through really hard times. What she said just sounded very insensitive. And out of place, because her beliefs used to be more aligned with that of the Catholic church. You are used to being brought up with certain values, and then...
I'm not sure if my mother was being passive-aggressive, or if she's just not 100% mentally present these days.
I guess it is just a waste of energy being upset about this.
If you're a teen, I know how you feel. I've been where you are.
But girl.., your mom don't want you to kill yourself. Parents never wanna believe this is their child. Wanting to die. Her comment didn't have anything to do with you. She was just saying... Period. It was not that deep. Tell her how you felt about her comment. And it'll be over.
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