I can't wait to see you but at the same time I'm terrified of seeing you. I both dread and look forward to tonight. If I tell you the truth, I look like an idiot, if I keep my lie going, I save face. I just want to hide under a rock and avoid tonight like the plague, but I can't because I promised you I'd go. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and I have no clue what to do now.
uhhhhh, i should get a personal trainer? i must not work out at all huh? thank god YOU don't have to live in my body cause it's obvious you think something is wrong with me. imagine this, i actually like my bod. along with many other people. ha.
I'm strong enough to handle it when you (once again) cut off the communication that you (once again) have started. I don't understand you. You don't have room for me, remember? Besides that, I deserve so much more than you wanted to give me.
Please send me someone special...I feel like I've been patient. I feel like I'm ready...You know how hard I've been trying... I'm lonely.
you're a big fat jerk. how dare you have the nerve to insinuate that his inability to help you this weekend is putting you out. he changed his plans around last weekend to help you and then you canceled at the last minute. it's not like you could get a contractor over to your house to 'help' you build the thing on a moment's notice.
he doesn't (we don't) need the 'extra cash' all that much and certainly not at the expense of your disrespect. and he'd do it out of the kindness of his heart anyway, that's just the kind of guy he is (in stark contrast to your egotistical self).
he's doing you the favor, not the other way around. get over yourself. and don't be so f-ing pushy and then wonder why i seem irritated with you. get a clue. if it were up to me, he would have told you to go fly a kite. i wish he would have. and this is the last time. if anything like this ever gets brought up again, you can bet your ass i will say no without even bringing it up to him. no way are we getting involved in your lives any further beyond my business relationship with your wife.
Seriously, Man up and just come to me if you have issues! I realize that you hate that I'm your boss and you think you should have been given the position. I also know you think the only reason I got it was timing and had you been here a few months earlier it would have been yours.
Against my better judgment, I let you run the show while I was on vacation and you utterly & completely messed things up. Seriously!!!! Things that had taken me months to get running properly you had screwed up in a matter of days. The rest of the staff was pissed, and customers are still complaining about you.
You can spin it anyway you like, and tell everyone (including MY staff & customers) that I had messed up before I left. Fortunately, they have worked with me long enough to know that wasn't the case and all pitched in to get things back on track once I was back. Do you not see what an idiot you come off as telling people these things??? Especially when they have come back since and the problems can be rectified in a matter of minutes.
And as far as the tattle tailing??? Really, your a 30 y/o man.....are you serious???? Complain to your wife, your friends, who ever you want, but don't complain to my staff, another manager or my boss. Do you seriously think these people are not going to tell me????? Are you really that naive????
I'm sorry, you are just going no where with this company. You could do very well, but you are just far too scattered, unorganized and immature, it's just not gonna cut it!
You're playing with the big boys now and you're gonna have to man up a bit if you wanna stay in the game. As of right now though, things are not looking good, and frankly, I don't really care!
I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.
You just haven't had a great week. First, your son has an accident and has to get stitches in his forehead, the boys mess up your laptop(causing you to have to put it in the shop), your ex pops up talking about you and her(yeah....she better keep it walking because it ain't happening), and then tonight your car gets stolen from the front of your house. It's expensive enough caring for two teenage boys, along with all of your other responsibilities, but having you car stolen is the LAST thing you needed right now. And I feel helpless because I can't do anything. If I had the means, I'd buy you another car.....but alas, I don't even have a car right now. *pouts*
I hope this week starts off on a better note for you. You don't deserve the hand you're being dealt, but I know things will get better. Atleast I was able to put a smile on you face tonight, for what it's worth.
A wonderful mix of coils, curls, corkscrews, and kinks.
Ha! I just have to laugh. You who were so judgmental for so long! You oh so proudly told me you and your friends didn't need alcohol to have a good time. Now look at you, drinking entire bottles of Jager in a day! To have insinuated that I drink all the time and sleep around, I do neither, but apparently that kind of lifestyle is okay now, because you're doing it. Guess that's why you're staying in school, you can't necessarily be a youth minister in good conscience when you're acting like you are. I can't wait until the next time I'm around you, make one of your smartass comments. I pray to God I have the strength to not fire back.
I love you. I.LOVE.YOU! It's that simple. You continue to amaze me. You've had a hard life....you've opened up to me about things that you aren't proud about, fearing it would make me look at you differently, and it doesn't. I love the person you've become; grown to be. Not the little knuckle head you once were. We've all done things we may not be entirely proud of; things we may regret and would like to take back, but the beauty is that we all can change, and you are a great example of someone who has turned their life around for the better. I admire you SO much.
You talk about me having all of these great qualities, but I can say the same about you. You make me step my game up. And I can't wait to see you. I can't wait until I'm down there with you permanently, God-willing.
A wonderful mix of coils, curls, corkscrews, and kinks.
I didn't ask for your advice, so please keep your "words to the wise" to yourself. Not everyone in your life is a total screw-up, and I'm doing just fine on my own.
"Maybe Lucy's right. Of all the Charlie Browns in the world, you're the Charlie Browniest."--Linus, A Charlie Brown Christmas
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