I come to the end of the day
and realize that I am rather strange.
I'm not one bit normal or even borderline.
Some of the things I say and do,
Remember others that I have no clue.
My mind isn't based in reality,
I have no concept of the passing of time.
One day or two does not matter
Weeks could pass and my inner clock will shatter!
Splintering silvers of ice-cold life
penetrate my skin and mind.
Frozen from deep within
Only looking out, searching for a spark of life
A warm fire of burning desire to melt
My cold, stony heart.
Kiss my blue, squivering lips. Take my breath into your own.
Breath the hot fires of soul-searching love into my inner most cavern.
Hanging upside down are the bats of doubt. Love and lonely, searching for warm, blood, salty, being quiver with life. A life slowly draining from within,
Quickly catch the lives giving flow...
Drop, by warm delicious drop
It flows does my throat, mixing with my salty, acid tears.
My heart warms for you, my eyes blaze with a glowing, scortching flame of desire.
For an eternity I walk the wretched rock call Earth.
I searched for the green of you, the yellow of hope, and the red of survivial.
One last time kiss me before I must leave -
Open the window and turn your back to me.
Do not feel the breeze that will carry me across
the chasm of time.
Do not be fearful of the warm sprays of rain mixed with blood as I dissolve into the nightmist I call home.