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I just find him so darn attractive. Like some Italian matinee idol.

Mr. Spring had an accident on his motorcycle today (he's ok, bruised and scraped). When he told me, I couldn't even look at him and after telling him several times I was glad he was ok I told him I can't talk about it right now. I hate that I shut down when I'm upset, I know it made him feel horrible, but there is no way I could even look at him without bursting into tears. I hope he understands. This has scared me so badly and all I can do are run through scenarios in my head of what happens the next time and he's not so lucky. I'm not made to handle this sorta thing.
Originally Posted by spring1onu
I'm so sorry spring. I shut down too. I'm not so good at feelings and emotional stuff.

I'm glad to hear Mr spring is okay, but I'm sorry you have to deal with your feelings on it.


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Mr. Spring had an accident on his motorcycle today (he's ok, bruised and scraped). When he told me, I couldn't even look at him and after telling him several times I was glad he was ok I told him I can't talk about it right now. I hate that I shut down when I'm upset, I know it made him feel horrible, but there is no way I could even look at him without bursting into tears. I hope he understands. This has scared me so badly and all I can do are run through scenarios in my head of what happens the next time and he's not so lucky. I'm not made to handle this sorta thing.
Originally Posted by spring1onu
Glad he's okay! And sorry you are feeling bad. As Mr Harley says - "there are 2 kinds of riders. those who have had an accident and those who will have a accident". Here's hoping this is Mr Spring's accident.
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iroc, thank you so much. I feel like such a dolt that I can't express myself better, but it just doesn't come out for some reason.

Jeep, it's funny you say that because as he was talking about it he said the exact same thing. I think he was trying to make me feel better, but ummm...no.

Here's hoping it's the only one he ever has. I'm still trying to sort through how I feel about this and not have a nervous breakdown.

I'm so glad to have this outlet/site for sorting through 'stuff'.




Byron,GA> Charleston, SC> Jacksonville, FL> Guilford, CT> Rohnert Park, CA! A southern drawl in sunny Cali! .
The amount of time from slipping on the peel and landing on the pavement is exactly one bananosecond.
I do have a secret yen for pink in unexpected places. ~ninja dog
I've decided that I'll never get down to my original weight, and I'm OK with that--After all, 8 pounds 2 oz. is just not realistic.
(((((res)))))

(((((spring)))))
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OMG. I am going to strangle this dog (not really, but yeah) if she wakes up the baby because she won't stop barking at the @#$%^&* doorbells on the tv!!


I just realized I was being careful not to eat all the milk in my cereal so I'd have leftover milk so I could get more cereal.

Do I need a cereal intervention?




Byron,GA> Charleston, SC> Jacksonville, FL> Guilford, CT> Rohnert Park, CA! A southern drawl in sunny Cali! .
The amount of time from slipping on the peel and landing on the pavement is exactly one bananosecond.
I do have a secret yen for pink in unexpected places. ~ninja dog
I've decided that I'll never get down to my original weight, and I'm OK with that--After all, 8 pounds 2 oz. is just not realistic.
^^ I have always had a cereal addiction. I'm dying for a big bowl of grape nuts right now.
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I am a cereal lover too.


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ďOnly once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that youíve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you canít wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid itís like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didnít exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long dayís work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, thereís no need for continuous conversation, but you find youíre quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that thereís a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure thatís so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.Ē
― Bob Marley
I ain't thirsty. There's plenty of fish in the sea, but I don't want all of them, can I have some standards? Or do we just have to settle, for someone's who meh and will do.
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This was chocolate Chex, my first time trying them.

I followed them up with a small bowl of cheddar sour cream chips. If my pants fit tomorrow I will be astounded.




Byron,GA> Charleston, SC> Jacksonville, FL> Guilford, CT> Rohnert Park, CA! A southern drawl in sunny Cali! .
The amount of time from slipping on the peel and landing on the pavement is exactly one bananosecond.
I do have a secret yen for pink in unexpected places. ~ninja dog
I've decided that I'll never get down to my original weight, and I'm OK with that--After all, 8 pounds 2 oz. is just not realistic.
Today I went to the bank and applied for a consolidated loan. My credit card and line of credit will be cancelled and I will be debt free in two years.

This is huge for me. I have no one to tell ...
Yay Nej!! You just told ALL of us!




Byron,GA> Charleston, SC> Jacksonville, FL> Guilford, CT> Rohnert Park, CA! A southern drawl in sunny Cali! .
The amount of time from slipping on the peel and landing on the pavement is exactly one bananosecond.
I do have a secret yen for pink in unexpected places. ~ninja dog
I've decided that I'll never get down to my original weight, and I'm OK with that--After all, 8 pounds 2 oz. is just not realistic.
I was too bashful/chicken/felt-too-old to dance at a high school football game tonight. The band was playing "So What". My daughter plays the sax and they dance in the stands while they play it. One of her friends who is not in the band was sitting with me and said, "Let's dance too!" I froze. I dance at home, in clubs, etc. WTH is wrong with me? Why do the weirdest things make me self-conscious???
Yay Nej!! You just told ALL of us!
Originally Posted by spring1onu
I did!! Time to dig myself out of this hole.

Debt is nothing to be ashamed of and I am trying HARD and doing my best to figure this out on my own.

Unfortunately no one in my life understands and only criticizes. It is MY problem and no one else's. I wish I had more people in my life who were TRULY understanding and supportive.
Nej - what you are doing is courageous and disciplined. Be proud of yourself and ignore the nay-sayers in your life! To be debt-free is an awesome goal. We support you!!!!! and am impressed too!
Nej - what you are doing is courageous and disciplined. Be proud of yourself and ignore the nay-sayers in your life! To be debt-free is an awesome goal. We support you!!!!! and am impressed too!
Originally Posted by goldencurly
THANK YOU!

I got bailed out earlier this year and got myself right back to where I was. This is all anybody focuses on.

The fact that a bailout wasn't the answer and that I need to do this on my OWN is a fact that nobody IRL understands. I need realistic goals not "just do it" holier than thou attitudes.

I am doing my best and have made so many positive changes. I am SO sick to death of my family and friends. I need love an support not constant criticism!!!!
Day one of my birthday week was fantastic! I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, and tequila.

Springy, I am sure that scared you to death. I am glad Mr. Spring is okay. Perhaps Pams hair will give you a laugh.

If I had a crimping iron right now, it would be on.
I've cleaned the flat, most of it anyway and it was actually quite enjoyable. Everything is now covered in kitty prints again though
Fat does not make you fat. It's actually pretty important.
((((Res))))

Springy, I'm glad he's okay and I think he may have felt worse if you had decided to keep being around him and were bursting into tears whenever you looked at him. Shutting down, being considerate...tomayto, tomahto.

Kayb, were you the one who posted that although Cillian Murphy is not hot, something about him makes him hot? I don't feel like searching for the post, but I think I agree now? It's so weird. When I googled pictures of him, I wasn't feeling it at all, but in his brief scene in The Dark Knight Rises, I sure am! The power of styling? Charisma? Maybe his face looks infinitely better to me with glasses on it? Maybe his whole aloof, "I'm bad, so what you dead" vibe reminded me of Mozenrath and maybe I would have done things with that animated character if he came to life WHAT WHO SAID THAT. Whatever it was, it was working.
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