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I donated blood for the first time today, and ended up feeling faint and having to stick around the donation site for two and a half hours. Not a fan.
Originally Posted by Hropkey
I've had that happen, and while I didn't stay, I should have. I was later advised to drink lots of extra fluids 24 hours prior to donation, should I ever do it again (but I haven't.)

Good for you, for giving blood, by the way.
Originally Posted by KurlyKae
Happens every single time I've given blood. My mom insists that it's going to kill me. But given that one pint can save four lives, I commend you for trying!
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I ain't thirsty. There's plenty of fish in the sea, but I don't want all of them, can I have some standards? Or do we just have to settle, for someone's who meh and will do.
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I got a reason to be hurt
Originally Posted by kayb
Kayb, this wasn't directed to anyone
Originally Posted by juanab
I know, Juana. I was just making a jab at myself since my two posts before this one were extra angry, cranky, whiny
Originally Posted by kayb
Everyone is cranky pants at times. Knock yourself out.

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Saw Identity Thief tonight....great movie!!!! Strange ticket seller though!!!

At the cash to buy tickets
Ticket Girl - Make sure you get here early, the first show sold out!
Me - The show is sold out?
TG - No, the earlier one sold out quickly, so make sure you get the tickets for the next one early.
Me - Is that not the one I'm buying the tickets for now?
TG - Yep!
SMH
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I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.
Audrey Hepburn
For real tho, I think the day I don't find ****ty overcooked pasta on sauté station I'll just keel over and die of shock.
Yesterday I got an order of steamed rice. I forgive them not having cooked a new batch (it's supposed to be done every week) because of the blizzard madness (can y'all believe luck was actually on my side with the scheduling?), but what I don't forgive is that I knew it was raw from looking at it. It had that wet, soggy look with still crunchy grains. Really people, I don't mind people's ****-ups. What I mind is that nobody is willing to ****ing own their ****-ups and go through the trouble of fixing them. Nope, not even going to bother to taste anything I make, and if I do, I'll just pretend it's all good! This all works great for everyone except that one chump who just can't help but check that everything is actually edible and can't pretend it is!
I don't know about the surrogate thing, but the rest sounds good, murrrturtles.
I just wanna meet me a rich man. I mean, if you're gonna be ugly (which if you're a man you are, 99% chance), you could at least be rich. Then I can put up with your ugly.
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So since you don't like porn, do you think it should be banned or what? How is sex positivity supposed to progress? What exactly will banning it even accomplish? Look, I am militantly pro queer and pro women but come on. Girls need to get their sexual kicks and feel more comfortable with their sexuality too. Porn can help.

porn is an industry built off the backs of exploited women dumbass there's nothing sex positive about it

go fap to animes and yaois or something you'll survive w/o porn i promise

it's not like porn has had a positive influence on anyone's sexuality anyway
Drag 'em!

Aren't you bisexual?
yeah but like ideally i wouldn't date a man bc men tend to suck
It's true tho.
In an effort to be more healthy. I ate a banana for breakfast. Now my stomach hurts.
Originally Posted by kat180
I recall a friend's mom telling her never to eat a banana for breakfast without anything else because she would get a stomach ache. I guess I ought to look her up and apologize for being skeptical.

My grandpa's celebration of life was on Sunday. I can't talk about it but I can tell I need to. I need to write about what happened around and inside me and the beautiful blue urn that part of his ashes are in and everything else. I can tell I need this because I know this numbness and I understand what this is, the urge to cry that's nearly constantly rising to the surface, submerging again and then coming back up. I know the numbness far too well. I was going to get another free week of yoga this week but I haven't gone to use the coupon because I just feel so heavy there's no way I'm gonna go out and walk there. Plus the sleep thing's all kinds of messed up.

I actually got a call back about the trading yoga for cleaning thing, and I accepted a time slot, but the lady I left a message for left a message for me about scheduling a time to go over my duties yesterday and I got it late last night. I then set alarms to call today but then it was after 9 pm and I hadn't. I still tried but got no answer and didn't leave another message. My mom is actually going to help me out and call me around 9:30 in the morning to tell me to call again (because the potential meeting time was 10:30 and the place is about a 30 minute walk away at the pace I know I'd end up going). I'm not going to even try to claim I'll have gotten a proper amount of sleep by then. Whatever. If it's not after 8 am by the time I stop staring at nothing and just letting my head hurt instead of lying down, I'll have done better than last night. I really hope I haven't blown it. I really really want to do this.

I want my grandpa back. There, now the tears are up in my eyes. Ugh, feeling numb and buried would actually have come in handy at the celebration of life. People keep saying to "let it out" but I'm around people then, which the people saying it ought to notice. That is not a good environment for letting myself cry. I don't care how little anyone thinks that ought to matter because it bloody well does. I am allowed to choose how and when to take my emotional release. Oh, and multiple times someone's remarked that it's good I finally did let it out and I'm like lolnope, I quietly dropped some tears while you cried more openly. Don't think that counts. If it did, there'd be no need for my mom to say later that I'm constantly on the verge of tears and should just cry. Yeah, I know, I get it but right now even when I'm alone in my room I just quiet-cry which doesn't seem to cut it. I don't get the urge to cry when I'm home alone and I'm not gonna sob when my mom might hear and come in. I don't want togetherness, dammit. Togetherness is frustrating.

When this grief counselor person came and talked to my mom, grandma and me a couple of weeks ago, she said that we could also call and arrange to talk to someone separately if we liked, and they were like "I don't see the need" so I stayed quiet because as understanding as they'd claim they are, they absolutely would react all "What could you possibly have to say that you couldn't say with us there?" anyway. I got the number, though, in case I need it. I do have a therapist anyway. I have an appointment with her on Valentine's Day - I have a date with my mental health! lol

The ashes in the official Navy urn that is more of a pretty wooden box are going to have an official Navy burial with honors in mid-March. After that, there's nothing officially acknowledging that he's dead.

I have so few memories with him. There are pictures and constant references to our similarity and how proud he was of me but we hardly ever interacted and it was all surface level stuff. IDK what depth I'd want, I don't really, I just want to have shared cute animal pictures with him and had at least one conversation with him recently where I wasn't all worried about wrecking something that was pretty much unbreakable. Even my therapist said I just have to hold onto the memories but there are so few and they're so dissatisfying and some are physically painful because I keep thinking of ways to change them. I've got tears all down my face now but I can tell I haven't "let it out." Whatever. I'm not good at this. Sue me. I don't think anyone is.
OMG, LOOK!!

...It's a siggie.
Sorting through emails and taking care of business is good regardless of the hour, I guess, but...it's 4:12 am. I...I guess it's good that I'm doing stuff at all? Especially considering how I've been feeling. Now it's 4:13. Maybe I'll watch a video now and 4:30 will mark the beginning of the "actively trying to sleep" portion of my sleep fail tonight. I wonder if I'll get some actual sleep before it's time to be awake again. 4:14.

UGH. I got an email back from the specialist I contact about health stuff and his reply was to just keep taking my meds if they're controlling my symptoms. But they're not. They're not controlling my symptoms so I do need to see an allergist to find out what the eff I'm supposed to avoid to prevent this. The thought of sending the reply email is somehow so daunting that it's been like a week and a half and I STILL HAVEN'T DONE IT. AAAAAAAGH. BRAIN, PLEASE COOPERATE. I KNOW MISERY LOVES COMPANY BUT WHEN ESOPHAGUS HURTS WE ALL HURT.

4:17.
OMG, LOOK!!

...It's a siggie.
4:37. 4+3=7.

QUICK POST BEFORE IT CHANGES

[Radu voice] OH DAMN EET [/Radu voice]
OMG, LOOK!!

...It's a siggie.
WHAT THE EFFE!!!

I cant fit any of my clothes anymore. i'm wearing my sisters! i dont have time to excercise on the regular, but going on a diet is just like.... NO!!! but i cant afford to buy new clothes right now. i need to find a goodwill. i cant keep wearing my sisters clothes. her taste are not my own.
{{{{ws}}}}

I know nothing I can say will make it better, but wanted to give you a comforting hug regardless.
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The amount of time from slipping on the peel and landing on the pavement is exactly one bananosecond.
I do have a secret yen for pink in unexpected places. ~ninja dog
I've decided that I'll never get down to my original weight, and I'm OK with that--After all, 8 pounds 2 oz. is just not realistic.
so, a couple of days ago i whined about my foundation being discontinued and i wrote to the company.

they wrote back and offered me coupons for the new foundation product and some for their new skin care line.



i hope the shade that i wear translates well in this new foundation - it didn't in the old ones.

*sigh*
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WHAT THE EFFE!!!

I cant fit any of my clothes anymore. i'm wearing my sisters! i dont have time to excercise on the regular, but going on a diet is just like.... NO!!! but i cant afford to buy new clothes right now. i need to find a goodwill. i cant keep wearing my sisters clothes. her taste are not my own.
Originally Posted by thelio

girl find you a jc penny. You ever been in there lately!??!?!?!??!?!?!?

OMG THAT STORE IS CHE-AAAP.

You can find jeans for 5 bucks in the clearance section.....you betttta wurq jc. I see you. Shutting other stores dowwwn.
WHAT THE EFFE!!!

I cant fit any of my clothes anymore. i'm wearing my sisters! i dont have time to excercise on the regular, but going on a diet is just like.... NO!!! but i cant afford to buy new clothes right now. i need to find a goodwill. i cant keep wearing my sisters clothes. her taste are not my own.
Originally Posted by thelio

girl find you a jc penny. You ever been in there lately!??!?!?!??!?!?!?

OMG THAT STORE IS CHE-AAAP.

You can find jeans for 5 bucks in the clearance section.....you betttta wurq jc. I see you. Shutting other stores dowwwn.
Originally Posted by murrrcat
I havent been to jc penny in years!!! thanks for the info!!
WHAT THE EFFE!!!

I cant fit any of my clothes anymore. i'm wearing my sisters! i dont have time to excercise on the regular, but going on a diet is just like.... NO!!! but i cant afford to buy new clothes right now. i need to find a goodwill. i cant keep wearing my sisters clothes. her taste are not my own.
Originally Posted by thelio

girl find you a jc penny. You ever been in there lately!??!?!?!??!?!?!?

OMG THAT STORE IS CHE-AAAP.

You can find jeans for 5 bucks in the clearance section.....you betttta wurq jc. I see you. Shutting other stores dowwwn.
Originally Posted by murrrcat
I havent been to jc penny in years!!! thanks for the info!!
Originally Posted by thelio
Yea they totally changed the game, they are game changers, with their prices. LMAO.
Who is surprised that everyone who voted against VAWA is an ugly man?

No one?
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When I hear terms like "hipster" I think, who told cliques they could leave high school??

you know when i touch my privates from the front its normal but if i touch them from behind it feels like someone else's hand...so odd
you know when i touch my privates from the front its normal but if i touch them from behind it feels like someone else's hand...so odd
Originally Posted by OBB
That's my cue to get back to work.
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