I feel depressed/angry, but I don't know why.

Today, I woke up in a pissy mood. Luckily, I'm by myself. I actually don't take my mood out on others, I stuff it in. I know, that's bad.
Nothing out of the usual has happened lately. I"m not sure why I feel this way.
I just don't like how my life is going, but I can't put any concrete reasons for it. I have a decent job.

Well, I have been isolating myself from others lately. Not their fault. Just don't feel like doing much. My husband is a social butterfly and we always go out with friends/acquaintances on Saturday nights. I probably will go. When I force myself to go out, I usually have a good time.

I'm sometimes mad at my husband. But he and I have talked until we're blue in the face. He's not a bad guy, not abusive, nothing like that. I'd rather not go into details of what's wrong in our marriage, but let's just say, it's both of our faults. I love him. I do feel stuck sometimes. Not talking about stuck in staying in the relationship...just stuck on how to deal with it.

The thing is I"m not sure if that's why I'm depressed/angry right now. That's been an on-going problem and sometimes I'm not depressed/angry. So, why am I feeling like this right now? Not sure.

Can't be PMS, so don't even go there with that with me. I just feel negative about myself and about my life...but not due to any one thing in particular.

I feel like I"m in a rut. When I'm depressed, I don't want to do much of anything, but when I do something, I usually feel better. So, it's just getting my lazy butt up and pretending to feel normal...then I start feeling normal...if that makes sense.

I'm rambling. I'm not really wanting to analyze this too much...I guess I just wanted to get it off my chest. My real life friends have their own stuff going on and I just don't feel like I have anyone that I can really talk to at times.
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You're the only one I'd let use my toothbrush. See? That's actually conditioner on it!
Feel a little better now. Ate something. Must've had low blood sugar, and now listening to '80's music. That always cheers me up. Speckla, thanks for the toothbrush and chocolates. I accidently got conditioner on my teeth. Blech! Yecky!
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What flavor conditioner? Cherry Blossom?
If only. Whatever was on that toothbrush you gave me.
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you'd probably feel better if u bid on my virginity
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you'd probably feel better if u bid on my virginity
Originally Posted by OBB
We'll bid for you to keep it.
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Too late...
Originally Posted by WileECoyote - Daddy's grl
How much did it cost you?
Could be because it's January, lack of sunlight. My mood has been in the toilet lately. It helps if I exercise, which for a bunch of lame reasons, I haven't been good about.
I can relate to this very much. I blame winter--for some reason this year's winter has been rough on me.
I've been weird and apathetic lately. dunno why. It happened last year too, where I just felt like...eh, whatever.

I also get these weird bursts of anger. I'll just be sitting there and out of no where get really angry at my pen for running out of ink...to the point where I was nearly in tears.

Maybe it's cuz of winter.
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I've been weird and apathetic lately. dunno why. It happened last year too, where I just felt like...eh, whatever.

I also get these weird bursts of anger. I'll just be sitting there and out of no where get really angry at my pen for running out of ink...to the point where I was nearly in tears.

Maybe it's cuz of winter.
Originally Posted by CurlyEyes
I hate that. It never happens in spring, summer, or fall! Only ink-runnin' out winter!

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