Yes, ND, much better thank you.

When does this raw ache inside go away? I know mother's day is several months away but I'm starting to feel that empty place inside. It hurts and aches and fills me with such lonely sadness. A lot of people don't have mothers or even parents and seem to go on fine with their life. Why do I feel like an empty, broken person sometimes? It takes over every aspect of my life and I tend to ooze that out towards other people even though I try to hold it in. I feel like an unsettle, parentless mess sometimes. I feel incomplete and still not sure of who I am as a person. I do not want to bring other people down with this....I'm 35 freaking years old and a mother myself...why isn't that enough?