I truly was not prepared to be THIS upset.....it's like somebody called me and told me someone died. It was bad enough driving the back roads on the way home and seeing places I grew up in ravaged beyond recognition.

I just talked to my youngest sister, and she revealed how upset many of the siblings were that she inherited the family farm. No sh*t.

I am too done, just done. I'm about to head out and get something to eat (even though I have homework waiting) Just to try and get myself together.