I'm so sorry, w_s. I'm sorry you didn't get to tell your grandfather that you loved him. But I am convinced that he knew, and knows. If I may be so bold, to tell you: Go ahead, and tell him again, whenever you want to, he'll know, and so will you. (my mom died in 1979, I talk to her, all the time.)
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