So I've said I'm going to call her mom. She has even given me the number, but I've never dialed. Yesterday I told her she wasn't on the lease. That if it cones down to it, I will go grab the number of another family member to come get her. Later she tried to ask me why I'd say that. I told her. I can't figure out another way to make it clear to you that I dont want you to stay here anymore.

She really wants to make it work. But I feel like it's futile. I just feel so rotten about hurting her feelings. I hate when she hurts mine so I can't help it.


Mix of 3s, thick, coarse, medium porosity

Current hair styling technique: rake with a scrunch at the end. (works with my coarse hair)
pw: curls

Known HGs: KCCC, homemade fsg, honey