Why didn't anyone pick me?!?

(Where is that smilie that looks sad and walks back and forth looking forlorn when you need it???)

Since I can't find it:

Mix of 3s, thick, coarse, medium porosity

Current hair styling technique: rake with a scrunch at the end. (works with my coarse hair)

pw: curls

Known HGs: KCCC, homemade fsg, honey