mkay...i think i may just go with a light bleach, cuz i like the color it turns when its bleached. and if i just bleach it, i will have gotten it over with. whereas with dye, i have to keep going back, keep exposing it to chemicals, and keep worrying about it possibly fading or looking nasty. and this will be after i do the honey thing for a couple months. i want to see if it will work. i know that if it does, it will be gradual, but im ok with that. and then after that subtle all-over lightening, i'll lightly bleach some thin highlights throughout my hair. and my hair's just gonna have to suck it up lol. (ill keep doing my deep conditioning treatments tho, and add protein treatments.)
and i dont know what a fatty f-layer is haha. it possible for color molecules to idk...escape? way after the bleaching process? cuz i used hydrogen peroxide like a year ago and i swear its lighter now than it was right after i bleached it. idk. correct me if im wrong. maybe the cuticle kinda stayed open?