I'm meeting my deceased ex-boyfriend's brother for dinner in a few hours and I am sick w/ nerves. Other than the reconnect 2 summers ago, I haven't seen him in over 20 yrs. He makes the whole thing come back to me and I don't think he realizes how deeply it affected me and still does. Ugh.
Originally Posted by spiderlashes5000
I know how hard that can be. (HUG)
Originally Posted by scrills
Thanks. We actually had a great time. If I get over my fever-inducing thingy I'm going thru today, we're going out again Friday night. Great guy. The dead boyfriend came up only once and very briefly.

Yours was the loss to suicide? So sorry that you know how I feel.
Originally Posted by spiderlashes5000
Yes. Suicide. (still sounds weird)