Devri's Health Journey: Appearances & Self-Esteem

2013-02-12 16:51:07

Devri's Health Journey: Appearances & Self-Esteem

Devri shares how changes in her appearance affected her beauty routine, and ultimately, her self-esteem.

As summer 2011 was approaching, so was my family’s annual reunion. I forced myself to purchase a boatload of hair products, face creams and lotions in hopes of restoring the Devri everyone was so used to seeing. Little did I know I was weakening my hair and skin even further.

However, I chose to not give up! I had faith in restoring my straight hair to a beautiful smooth and silky mane before the big event. Batches of hair continued to fall out and my edges were fried. More split ends arrived by the day. My skin started to yellow. I cringed at the thought of family or friends seeing me like this.

Every morning I stared for minutes in the mirror and I could see the emptiness in my eyes. The weariness I was experiencing on the inside started to protrude onto the outside. I was losing grasp of the confidence I once had.

Each day it became more and more clear that something was seriously wrong with my body and I could no longer deny it to anybody, especially myself.

MORE: Devri's Health & Hair Journey: Symptoms

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Devri Velázquez

Devri Velázquez

In addition to being a content editor for NaturallyCurly, Devri is a passionate poet, feminist, habitual thrifter, coffee lover, and music nerd. While flexing her muscle of radical self-expression, she conquers a rare autoimmune disease called Takayasu's Vasculitis.

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